I can count on one hand the amount of weekends in the last 5 years where I simply “attended” church with my family.
I’m always on the worship team, leading people.
And I love it. I wouldn’t have it any other way. But occasionally it’s refreshing to simply come and worship.
The only problem is I have a hard time worshiping. I’d rather judge, critique, compare, and find my identity in the fact that I’m better than the worship leader I’m watching.